worth it

another month has gone by and i can't believe it. where is the time going?! i haven't written in a while, partly because i haven't been inspired. i'm not really sure why but maybe it's because i've been a little bit of a Debbie-downer lately. oh well, no time to be sad. it's june and summer is in full swing!! unfortunately i don't have much to report. i've just mostly been working. i have bills to pay....welcome to the real world. it sure is a kick in the pants sometimes but i wouldn't trade it for the world. i'm serious! i've been stressed out, on the verge of a breakdown, and in a bad mood at times, but it is SO worth it.

the other day my mom was on my back about how i'm living paycheck to paycheck because i didn't save enough money over the school year. i just told her, to be honest, i don't regret it one bit....i'm only in college once, i want to live it up. so yes, i'm a little stressed now, but i've been having a blast and i wouldn't take that back for anything.

as i'm writing this, i'm trying to think of some updates to give you all and i honestly have nothing really exciting. i spent memorial day weekend with my uncle and emma in charlotte, which was nice. most of my weekends now consist of going to the pool during the day and hanging out with my friends or going to parties at night. my normal wednesday routine of going to buckhead has slowed down a little bit (due to money issues) but when i do go, it's still a blast. i actually miss going every week. who knew....i guess i really was made to dance lol

well i guess that's it for now... but i will leave this one quote from a song that i absolutely love. it's called All I Ever Wanted by Chuck Wicks. it's my favorite line from the song....it's so true and it fits my life perfectly right now. "if life is what you make it, here's my chance, i'll take it..."