saying sorry

saying sorry has always been a tricky thing for me. i don't know why, but i'm always afraid the person won't accept my apology or i just feel so guilty that i don't want to dwell on the situation, which makes saying sorry very hard because i have to talk about it. well i'm in an interesting predicament for myself right now. have you ever felt the need to say sorry to someone even though it really wasn't your fault that a certain something happened. well that's basically how i feel right now and i can't shake that feeling. i know that i shouldn't feel guilty or feel the need to apologize, but i want to. i think it will help with the closure that i need. i think it will help make me feel better for once to actually talk about it and get my thoughts off my chest. usually venting to other friends will help, but for this, that's just not working and i don't know why. i guess i just need to face the person and the situation head on to clear my head. but i don't know if i should because the situation wasn't really my fault. i guess i'll do more thinking on it to decide, but i'm very conflicted.

what to do, what to do......