accepting the things i can't change

so monday, i was in the weirdest funk. i just wasn't myself. normally i'm bubbly, outgoing, laughing and constantly smiling. but all i wanted to do monday was curl up in a ball and cry. and i was grumpy and was in a pretty mean mood. the only good thing that came out of my funk was that i was really productive. i got all my work done at work. then i came home and gave kobie a bath and cleaned my bathroom....scrubbing the shower, sink, and toilet. i was so proud of myself lol but i still wasn't feeling that great. but i really didn't know why i was feeling so yucky...until veronica pointed something out to me. maybe it was because i was just accepting the things i can't change. so i'm gonna get my mind off of it by keeping myself busy. i'm not happy about some situations i have to deal with but i can't change them, so i'm not gonna dwell on them anymore. i have a weepy moment, be productive, then move on. yes i still think about things and worry, but i can't change the situation so there's no point in stressing over it. if things are meant to be, they will find a way. and that's all i'm gonna say about that. today i was back to my normal spunky self :) i just hope i can keep this attitude...