boys, boys, boys

"boys, boys, boys...they follow my voice..." haha probably one of the funniest songs I've heard in a while. yes, it's old and it's by ashlee simpson. but it's talking about immature boys that need to think before they act. it's catchy and it makes me laugh when i listen to it.

anyone who knows me, knows that it is not hard for me to meet guys. as bad as that sounds. i honestly don't know why, but there is always one or two guys interested in me. and again...that sounds sooooo cocky but i really don't know why. but most of the time, unfortunately, it's usually not a mutual feeling.

so why is it that i have this "male following" but i can't seem to keep a guy around. well it's simple. the boys that flock to me are, well, boys. immature, cocky, horny. i need men.... well a man, preferably. one that is stable, driven, secure. one that likes me for me... not my body or my dancing skills, or whatever else they want. but for my love, passion, humor, inner beauty.

i like someone. he seems strong, stable, protective, confident, driven. all the qualities i want in a guy. hmmmm, just thinking about him gives me the little butterflies. yes, so clique, i know. only problme - he's not close by. of course. so i wonder....if he was here, would we be in a relationship? is it worth trying? is it worth waiting? or is he just another boy....?

my man is out there. somewhere. and i'm trying to be patient but sometimes it's hard when everyone around you is in a relationship, engaged, getting married, or even already married. kinda makes a girl like me feel a little lonely. as much as i'm enjoying being single, it's nice to have someone to come lay your head down on at night.

but......i will wait. and i will end up with my prince. i'm sure of it :) i know, i just gotta give it time.